What trials and hardships and sorrow… to be alive is a great experience even in the deepest of hurt. This seems insensitive. But please trust me when I tell you I understand what deep sorrow is, to long to not be here…. so much of my work now is centered around making sure I stay positive in spite of everything I have, and will, endure. If you've been reading the news the last few years of your life you might notice a worrying statistic so much of it seems to be just bad. Everything's bad. Every